well i havent written in this in a while, jeez its been long, also this was originally written in september but i had to write it over a period of a few days so..

its october, yayy!! i completed middle school i guess, not friends with glory or uhh actually anyone from middle school anymore lmao im friends with sapphire again 2 again so yipppee!! actually this was made a few days ago but i only finished like one line anyway, i had to delete a buncha stuff off this website for being so weirdly edgy...i was gonna delete the diary entries but nah hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm where are we now? lets start with sapphire, around a month ago i made an alt account on that rednote thingy and texted her, theres the message, noww i wont show what she texted back, although i will say i thought i was respodning to her stuff turns out i wasnt cuz the phone number i used was used by multiple ppl ;-; anyway, cuz of that i had to make an alt on discord and friend her..which im starting to love my alt more than i love my main account, anywho!! (yes i stole this from you.) we started talking, now i cant exactly remember the whole series of events, but basically my mood went up and down and up and down and some days id feel in love with her some days i hated her, and some days it felt really normal..?? Anywayy!! it allll rounded back to it feeling normal eventually which is where i am now, so...somehow someway i managed to move on :0 well that wraps up the sapphire story

ollie and me dated (duh) like after i stopped talking to sapphire, think ive said that before..anyway we stoppped talking cuz of her ghosting me and what not ANYWAY we started talking a few weeks before school started again, now...im gonna be honest, i missed her i really did, but i didnt like her the way i did before, i didnt have those romantic feelings anymore, yet after a day or two of talking she already proclaimed her love to me, i felt a little sad about it..then she left, pretty sure she cut after i didnt say it back, the next day out of guilt i did say i loved her...now, listen to me very clearly. i did not think we were dating, but we were...and i didnt realize it until she left, anyway..soo we started talking for a bit, it was a little more awkward to say ily than the last time we dated for obvious reasons...then i kinda started ghosting her and she got mad at me for having matching pfps with my friend sooo she threatened to off herself, i cried a whole lot and decided to cut (when i was literally TWO MONTHS FREE.) also if i know you and i said i was two months free dont get mad at me for lying i still count it as two months free (four since its september?? and itll be 5 next month) anyway!! me and sapphire have talked a bit, and i'll probably apologize to her when im not so scared to do it..

now, about glory..like i said im not exactly friends with her anymore, but not for a bad reason!! the crush went away pretty simply and easily so that wasnt the cause, actually it was my mums fault!! she took my phone away and called both glory and glorys friend who was my friend a pedo :0 and then later apologized realizing they werent, anyway we dont talk anymore cuz of my mom, i still dont forgive her for that, you know why? because the rest of the summer break i was alone, i had zero friends, no one to talk to, and all i could do was play roblox all day...but!! i made one other online friend, whos name was lluna..

well now we have to talk about lluna, why? cuz shes my gf now!! yea yea we met on roblox shut up shes nice